Post by Alenis Meru on Aug 18, 2014 4:01:23 GMT
Decisions...
Alenis' quarters
The day after the mission
Authors: Cmdr. Alenis Meru and Lt. (J.G.) Arvel Darze
Still recovering from her injuries, Alenis carefully boiled some water for a pot of tea, trying to avoid any sudden movements or bending over that could irritate her damaged ribs. She had to be careful; they weren't fully healed and even something as simple as laughing or sneezing would have her clutching her side in pain.
Alenis had spent most of the last day in the quiet of her office reflecting on her situation as she stared out at the stars. Her first week of command had been absolutely insane, and she was looking forward to what promised to be a quiet assignment -- transport some diplomats to a planet, let them talk to the locals, what could possibly go wrong? -- to help her unwind and settle in to the center chair.
In the past couple weeks, she'd taken the center chair for the first time, had two religious experiences, visited home for the first time in three decades, fought off Orion pirates, almost ruined a diplomatic dinner, rekindled an old flame, and had to fight off a crazed junior officer who had to mate with her. All in a day's work, she thought, letting out a sigh. "This is what you wanted," she told herself, catching the reflection of her tired self, baggy sweater and all, in a mirror. "To be a Starfleet captain."
She didn't realize it until now, but she wanted more. Maybe it was seeing Arvel walk back into her life, or maybe it was seeing the connection between Jason and Jena, or maybe it was her little health scare that remains unresolved, but over the past few days, something had made her realize what was truly important. And there was someone that she had to talk to about that.
Her thoughts were interrupted by a ring at the door. "Come in!" she shouted as reached for the pot of steeping tea.
Arvel came in in a bit of a rush considering his last appointment had gone a bit longer than he had planned. Now that it was over he could come and see Alenis, he needed to ask her a serious question one that he hoped that wouldn't put his relationship with her at risk.
"Hey you," Arvel said to her he entered her quarters, "You look..." He looked her over and was totally stunned, "Amazing!!" He came up to her and gently kissed her careful not to spill the kettle.
Alenis blushed at the compliment; her outfit was little more than something she just threw on for comfort's sake after a long week. "Ow!" As she put the pot down on the counter, Alenis held her other hand up, stopping Arvel from wrapping his arms around her. "Careful, my ribs are still tender," she said, placing a hand on his chest and leaning in to kiss him back. "Tea, Arvel?"
"Oh, I will handle you with care for after all, the Doctor is in," Arvel said with a smile trying to not beat himself up for not remembering her ribs. "Now of course I want some tea. You always make the best." He took her all in with a grin.
"I know my teas," she replied, as she poured the contents of the pot into two clear, round mugs. "I got this on the station; it's a jumja tea from the Kendra province." To top it off, she added a couple mint leaves from a jar on her counter to each glass. She remembered that Arvel liked the flavour and aroma that a mint leaf or two added. And he wasn't the only one; Alenis took an extra couple out of the jar as a treat for Ko-ko. "You know, I almost lost Ko-ko the other day. I took her to the arboretum on the station with an old friend who I ran into and she got away from me. I didn't find her until a half hour later." Alenis didn't see any reason to go into the details of her adventure with Rostrenen. She opened Ko-ko's cage and held the mint leaves out in the palm of her hand; while Ko-ko would normally make a big production of flapping her wings and pecking away at her hand as fast as he could, today she simply ate at a leisurely pace. "She's been acting funny ever since."
"Well," Arv said observing the bird carefully, "I believe she is gonna probably lay an egg soon," He tickled her chin happily, Ko-ko's that is, "She was entering her mating cycle and so her running away and being gone makes sense. She has mated with another bird and the aforementioned egg will be in her nest. This is exciting!"
"Mating..." Alenis sighed and held her hand up to her head. "Between Jason's advances, this growth, and the saga of Ti-- I mean, one or two other things, it's just too much. I presume you've heard about what happened on the planet by now?" she asked, making her way to the couch, tea in hand.
"Yes I have," Arv said turning his attention back to her, "And what I see you need is to relax.." He reached up and brought her hand down from her head, "Ale," Arv said holding her hand gently and looked into her eyes, "What can I do to help you relax?"
"Well..." Alenis bit her lower lip and let out a smile. "If it's not too much trouble... I am feeling a little tense in my shoulders." She turned her back to Arvel and soon his hands were digging into her flesh, taking out the knots. But as she stared up at the kitchen cupboards, she couldn't help but think of her encounter the night before. "I'm sorry, Arvel," she said. "I know, given our relationship and given what he tried to do, this might be an awkward subject for you. But I'm worried about Jason. Have you ever seen anyone just lose it like that?"
"I have," Arv said trying to focus on the question and be professional about it he had to be after all being unprofessional would cause him to lose her, "From what I've studied about certain behaviour and given Jason's medical history he's chosen you as his mate. And thus he would lose it and be very aggressive to get what he wants regardless of the social implications." He was careful not to dig into her shoulders to much for he cared for her. "I'd have to contact Vulcan and find out what we can do specifically to help him."
"I see," replied Alenis, her thoughts turning to Arvel. "And how about you? You don't feel... awkward about this whole situation, with it being me that he's chosen?"
"I am," Arvel said as he continued to massage, "I care for you and I want you for myself. I want to try and find someone else for him. For I don't want to lose you in the slightest."
"And I don't want to lose you either," replied Alenis. "Not again."
"Well then" Arv said gently turning her so he look into her eyes, "I know we have a lot of history and I don't take asking this lightly, though please understand I am totally serious in asking this..do you, Alenis Meru, want to have a child with me?"
"I..." Alenis was dumbfounded at the question. She had wanted a family, sure, but had always put it off until after the next promotion, after the next big step in her career. The past few days had got her thinking about it again; seeing Jason united with a daughter he didn't even know he had, and the invasion of the Portland by a swarm of eccentric children. And the proverbial clock was ticking; the little health scare she had with the growth was a reminder that she couldn't put it off forever. "Arvel, I'd love to," she started, a tear coming to her eye. "But... Starfleet regulations... the duties of a captain... it's one thing for us to sneak around like a couple of teenagers, but raising a child... I don't know how we're going to manage this."
"Its simple," Arv said with real love in his eyes, "I will retire and work on this ship as a civilian. I mean it's been done before and it can still work." He took her hands in his, "Alenis, I will do what it takes for us to have a family. We need one, someone to pass on our legacy to forever and always."
"I... I..." Alenis pulled a hand out of his grasp and wiped away an errant tear or two. "Give up your commission? Arvel, I can't ask you to do that. Not after..." she thought back to when she left him behind on the Britannia. Deep in thought, she stood up and wandered over to the window, to stare out at the stars as she contemplated her life, her love, and her career. "No. I'll think of something, Arv. This is just... it's just, everything is happening so fast."
The incident with her and Jason effected her in ways that he now understood. "I don't mind. I want to retire anyway. I've never been much for Starfleet. What I want is you and that's all I want. If I leave we can be together without issues. Though in the end what I want most is to make you happy, no matter the cost."
"And I you," replied Alenis. Forgetting her bruised rib, she held Arvel in her arms, taking solace in his warm embrace, an island of calm a complicated galaxy.
Alenis' quarters
The day after the mission
Authors: Cmdr. Alenis Meru and Lt. (J.G.) Arvel Darze
Still recovering from her injuries, Alenis carefully boiled some water for a pot of tea, trying to avoid any sudden movements or bending over that could irritate her damaged ribs. She had to be careful; they weren't fully healed and even something as simple as laughing or sneezing would have her clutching her side in pain.
Alenis had spent most of the last day in the quiet of her office reflecting on her situation as she stared out at the stars. Her first week of command had been absolutely insane, and she was looking forward to what promised to be a quiet assignment -- transport some diplomats to a planet, let them talk to the locals, what could possibly go wrong? -- to help her unwind and settle in to the center chair.
In the past couple weeks, she'd taken the center chair for the first time, had two religious experiences, visited home for the first time in three decades, fought off Orion pirates, almost ruined a diplomatic dinner, rekindled an old flame, and had to fight off a crazed junior officer who had to mate with her. All in a day's work, she thought, letting out a sigh. "This is what you wanted," she told herself, catching the reflection of her tired self, baggy sweater and all, in a mirror. "To be a Starfleet captain."
She didn't realize it until now, but she wanted more. Maybe it was seeing Arvel walk back into her life, or maybe it was seeing the connection between Jason and Jena, or maybe it was her little health scare that remains unresolved, but over the past few days, something had made her realize what was truly important. And there was someone that she had to talk to about that.
Her thoughts were interrupted by a ring at the door. "Come in!" she shouted as reached for the pot of steeping tea.
Arvel came in in a bit of a rush considering his last appointment had gone a bit longer than he had planned. Now that it was over he could come and see Alenis, he needed to ask her a serious question one that he hoped that wouldn't put his relationship with her at risk.
"Hey you," Arvel said to her he entered her quarters, "You look..." He looked her over and was totally stunned, "Amazing!!" He came up to her and gently kissed her careful not to spill the kettle.
Alenis blushed at the compliment; her outfit was little more than something she just threw on for comfort's sake after a long week. "Ow!" As she put the pot down on the counter, Alenis held her other hand up, stopping Arvel from wrapping his arms around her. "Careful, my ribs are still tender," she said, placing a hand on his chest and leaning in to kiss him back. "Tea, Arvel?"
"Oh, I will handle you with care for after all, the Doctor is in," Arvel said with a smile trying to not beat himself up for not remembering her ribs. "Now of course I want some tea. You always make the best." He took her all in with a grin.
"I know my teas," she replied, as she poured the contents of the pot into two clear, round mugs. "I got this on the station; it's a jumja tea from the Kendra province." To top it off, she added a couple mint leaves from a jar on her counter to each glass. She remembered that Arvel liked the flavour and aroma that a mint leaf or two added. And he wasn't the only one; Alenis took an extra couple out of the jar as a treat for Ko-ko. "You know, I almost lost Ko-ko the other day. I took her to the arboretum on the station with an old friend who I ran into and she got away from me. I didn't find her until a half hour later." Alenis didn't see any reason to go into the details of her adventure with Rostrenen. She opened Ko-ko's cage and held the mint leaves out in the palm of her hand; while Ko-ko would normally make a big production of flapping her wings and pecking away at her hand as fast as he could, today she simply ate at a leisurely pace. "She's been acting funny ever since."
"Well," Arv said observing the bird carefully, "I believe she is gonna probably lay an egg soon," He tickled her chin happily, Ko-ko's that is, "She was entering her mating cycle and so her running away and being gone makes sense. She has mated with another bird and the aforementioned egg will be in her nest. This is exciting!"
"Mating..." Alenis sighed and held her hand up to her head. "Between Jason's advances, this growth, and the saga of Ti-- I mean, one or two other things, it's just too much. I presume you've heard about what happened on the planet by now?" she asked, making her way to the couch, tea in hand.
"Yes I have," Arv said turning his attention back to her, "And what I see you need is to relax.." He reached up and brought her hand down from her head, "Ale," Arv said holding her hand gently and looked into her eyes, "What can I do to help you relax?"
"Well..." Alenis bit her lower lip and let out a smile. "If it's not too much trouble... I am feeling a little tense in my shoulders." She turned her back to Arvel and soon his hands were digging into her flesh, taking out the knots. But as she stared up at the kitchen cupboards, she couldn't help but think of her encounter the night before. "I'm sorry, Arvel," she said. "I know, given our relationship and given what he tried to do, this might be an awkward subject for you. But I'm worried about Jason. Have you ever seen anyone just lose it like that?"
"I have," Arv said trying to focus on the question and be professional about it he had to be after all being unprofessional would cause him to lose her, "From what I've studied about certain behaviour and given Jason's medical history he's chosen you as his mate. And thus he would lose it and be very aggressive to get what he wants regardless of the social implications." He was careful not to dig into her shoulders to much for he cared for her. "I'd have to contact Vulcan and find out what we can do specifically to help him."
"I see," replied Alenis, her thoughts turning to Arvel. "And how about you? You don't feel... awkward about this whole situation, with it being me that he's chosen?"
"I am," Arvel said as he continued to massage, "I care for you and I want you for myself. I want to try and find someone else for him. For I don't want to lose you in the slightest."
"And I don't want to lose you either," replied Alenis. "Not again."
"Well then" Arv said gently turning her so he look into her eyes, "I know we have a lot of history and I don't take asking this lightly, though please understand I am totally serious in asking this..do you, Alenis Meru, want to have a child with me?"
"I..." Alenis was dumbfounded at the question. She had wanted a family, sure, but had always put it off until after the next promotion, after the next big step in her career. The past few days had got her thinking about it again; seeing Jason united with a daughter he didn't even know he had, and the invasion of the Portland by a swarm of eccentric children. And the proverbial clock was ticking; the little health scare she had with the growth was a reminder that she couldn't put it off forever. "Arvel, I'd love to," she started, a tear coming to her eye. "But... Starfleet regulations... the duties of a captain... it's one thing for us to sneak around like a couple of teenagers, but raising a child... I don't know how we're going to manage this."
"Its simple," Arv said with real love in his eyes, "I will retire and work on this ship as a civilian. I mean it's been done before and it can still work." He took her hands in his, "Alenis, I will do what it takes for us to have a family. We need one, someone to pass on our legacy to forever and always."
"I... I..." Alenis pulled a hand out of his grasp and wiped away an errant tear or two. "Give up your commission? Arvel, I can't ask you to do that. Not after..." she thought back to when she left him behind on the Britannia. Deep in thought, she stood up and wandered over to the window, to stare out at the stars as she contemplated her life, her love, and her career. "No. I'll think of something, Arv. This is just... it's just, everything is happening so fast."
The incident with her and Jason effected her in ways that he now understood. "I don't mind. I want to retire anyway. I've never been much for Starfleet. What I want is you and that's all I want. If I leave we can be together without issues. Though in the end what I want most is to make you happy, no matter the cost."
"And I you," replied Alenis. Forgetting her bruised rib, she held Arvel in her arms, taking solace in his warm embrace, an island of calm a complicated galaxy.